' Hailey Samantha Dawn Deere '

Stillborn
04/16/2000
430 p.m.
1lb

For me it's not the end
For me life is just going to begin
I am with god, grandma,
and others you didn't even know were here.

They say for you to be strong
And they will sing and carry me along
Until it's your turn to come here
And sing me your lullaby song.

Stormy
Joplin, Missouri
runningdoe6969@hotmail.com

' Hannah '

Miscarried
04/02

&

' Samuel '

Miscarried
06/08/2003

Birth Announcement of Grief

Weight - as heavy as my heart
Inches - as big as my heart

Grief came as you were leaving
taking the place you had been.
Grief grew as the months and trimesters went by
Grief stole the hearts of many.
The labor was intense (grief labor that is) and hard.
At times it seemed almost too much to bare.
I asked for help with the intense pain and
God gave me his kind of epidural.
He gave me his hand to squeeze
when the pain was too much.
He gave me rest when I was too tired to go on.
He gave me strength to continue to push.
Finally,
He gave me peace that surpasses all understanding.

By Rachal McIntyre
Dedicated to my two precious angels

Stanley and Rachal McIntyre
iliketobme@cox.net

' Hannah McKittrick '

Stillborn
10th July 2002
02.12
1lb 12ozs

" The sweetest flower in Heaven "

Andrea & Graeme
Northern Ireland

' Harry Daniel Webb '

Stillborn
18th December 2005
12.03 am
11lbs 3ozs

There is a special boy in Heaven now
The brightest star in the sky,
And I’m such a lucky person
Cause that special boy is mine.

We love and miss you so much
Mummy & Daddy
xxxx

Claire & Gareth
England (Sheffield)
armitaclai@aol.com

' Baby Harvey '

Miscarried
11/1/2004

Baby - Mommy, Daddy & Drew love you so much. I wish we would have had more time together and could have known each other. We will see you one day little one.
Love,
Mommy

C & J Harvey
USA
razz00019@aol.com

' Harvey '

Stillborn
28th December 2005
14.36
4 pounds 4 ounces

My baby died the day before Xmas day.

We will never forget you darling, never know why God took you away - you must have been too perfect for this world. God loves you, you are safe with your older brother and cousin. They will look after you till one day I will see you again and hold you in my arms.

Love you always

Mummy, Daddy and Brother

Susan
England
susan@heathsusan.wanadoo.co.uk

' Henry James Maw '

Born
22nd August 2005
19:43
7lbs 11ozs

Died neonatally


I'll love you till the day I die,
when I think of you all I can do is cry.
I feel so sad and all alone,
for inside my tummy you had grown.
Now I'm left empty and totally numb,
I want to be nothing now I can't be you're Mum.

Oh Henry it's awful, I can't bare to look,
at the photo on the piano that your Daddy took.
Lifes so unbearable, I don't want to go on,
I can't imagine life now that you've gone.
I miss him, I cry, please bring him home,
but no one can hear me, I'm so alone.

Thankyou Henry for being you
I love you so much and your in my heart every second of the day
xxxx

June and Jonathan and our children
Hollie 14 and William 9
North Yorkshire
England
enujnosweh@aol.com

' Holly Louise Aldous '

Stillborn
14th June 1995
12am
8lbs 2oz

Tanya Aldous
UK
lisasimpson47@hotmail.com

' Hope Elizabeth Duncan '

Stillborn
September 27, 2004
6:12 p.m.
6.5lbs 6ozs

See me as an angel,
Know my heart is free,
Feel the warmth of God’s sweet love,
That glows eternally.

Feel my soul uplifted,
To heights I’ve never known,
Watch me soaring higher,
And know I’m not alone.

See me resting safely,
As God holds me in his hand,
Know his plan is bigger,
Than you’ll ever understand.

See that I am fearless,
Know I have no pain,
Feel my spirit shining through,
The sunshine and the rain.

See my arms accepting,
Heaven’s sweet embrace,
Know I’m in the presence of,
God’s beauty and his grace.

Feel the love surround me,
Showing me the way,
See me wrapped in angel’s wings,
And know I’ll be ok.

Becky Franklin 2004

Hope, Daddy & I miss you so very, very much.
You were here so short a time but brought a lifetime of love & so much more with you. Sending you oodles & oodles of hugs & kisses.

Love you forever,
Mommy & Daddy

Misty & Tom Duncan
United States
mistyjj422@yahoo.com

' Hunter '

Stillborn
Jan 27th 2005
3:10 p.m.
1lb

Hunter
Love you always, forget you never!
Love
Mommy & Daddy

Patti
Ontario, Canada
pattsy27_@hotmail.com

' Hunter Joshua Allen Dachs '

Stillborn
November 16, 2002
7lbs 3ozs
8:08pm

" Gone too soon "

Mommy & Daddy,
and Catherine love you very much!

Joshua & Joy Dachs
United States
joydachs@grnco.net

' Isabella Donna '

1620CST

&

' Ava Phan Henry '

1840CST

Miscarried / preterm labor at 21 weeks
7/7/2004
13ozs

Mommy & Daddy miss their two little angels. We watched you both on ultrasound--moving around so much! Then we lost you both, one by one. Although it was THE saddest day of my life, you both gave me many of THE happiest days from (conception) Feb 25 through the early hours July 7, 2004. You both were so perfect and beautiful. Daddy said you both had my nose. I thought you both had my long feet! Your fingers were so delicate with little nails. Thank you both for making us a Mother & Father even though we couldn't be parents.

We'll miss you both forever--til we see you again....

Love, Mommy & Daddy

Belinda & Adam Henry
U.S.A.
membelletn@hotmail.com

' Isabel Rosa Rios '

Stillborn
2/2/02
1:18 pm
11lbs

Are there rocking chairs in heaven,
lord to rock our little one?
Our Isabel that you took so soon
her time here not begun

We only got to hold her
for such a little while
She had gone to be with you, lord
before we knew her smile.

We know you hold her in your arms
eternal arms of love
But here on earth we miss her so,
we look to you above

To heal our pain and broken hearts
to guide us with your word
To remind us of your promises
and know our cries are heard

We're looking to that glorious day
when we'll see you face to face
Forever with you in heaven
to see Isabel in that place

I do not seek a mansion grand
on a street that's paved with gold
Just a simple wooden rocking chair
and baby Isabel to hold

To tickle her toes and see her smile
and gaze into her eyes
To hear her coo and little laugh
and know no more...goodbyes!

I Love you my sweet baby girl and miss you everyday. Love Mommy!

Patricia Rios
Olympia, Washington
riosangels3@aol.com

' Isaiah '

Miscarried

I lost my baby boy at 5 months, I carried him for 3 weeks dead. I had no warning signs of him not being alive. I feel for all who had to go through what I did. It hurts a lot and no one could know until they have been through it.

Jenny
browneyez62984@aol.com

' Jack Cymon Venn '

Stillborn
4/12/99
1.35 am
6lbs 14ozs

We miss you so much darling and every birthday it gets harder. Play happily darling with your angel friends for we will see you again.

Selina Venn
England

' Jack Jonah Craig '

Stillborn
7th November 2002
15.03
5lbs 9ozs

We were blessed with an angel
A baby boy we called Jack.
But before we got to see your face
God had to have you back

We'd waited for you with longing
We talked to you every day
Played music and told you stories
as we waited for the day

We caressed your shape so often
Pictured your little face
It was more beautiful than we could have imagined Serene and full of grace

Ten perfect toes and fingers
The pout just like your dads
Dark brown hair and dark blue eyes
What perfect features you had

You were awaited and loved by so many
Families and friends with us grieve
They would have loved to spoil you
If you had not had to leave

Rest in peace dear angel
You know we love you so
We will see you again our darling son
When from this world we go

For now God will protect you
You are a special boy
We picture you in Heaven
Your face full of joy.

We love you always darling son

Cherie & Raymond
Northern Ireland
chuckycraig@yahoo.co.uk

' Jack Robert Alan Stephenson '

Stillborn
9/10/04
7:42am
1lb 11ozs

Jack remember Mummy loves you very much in my heart and in my soul. I'll never ever forget you my little one. Sleep with the angels my son.

I LOVE YOU ALWAYS.
Mummy
xxxxxxxx

Lisa Marie Stephenson
Carlisle
LISA AT 45@aol.com

' Jackson Dean Garland '

Stillborn
June 18, 2004
11:10 am
3lbs

Peanut, We love and miss you so much. The pain of losing you is so hard. The only comfort we have is that we will be together in heaven.

Mommy and Daddy love you Jack.

Christy and Lester Garland
Tennessee, U.S.
dodlebug41@yahoo.com

' Jacob Alexzander Witthaus '

Stillborn
August 24,1999
10:53 am
5lbs 2oz

For the 35 weeks and some days that I carried you, were some of the happiest days of my life, can't wait to hold you again someday in heaven.

We will always love you Jacob Alexzander....with lots of love always, Joseph, Kimberly, Kaitlyn, Zeke, & Hadley Witthaus

Joseph & Kimberly Witthaus
St Louis, Mo. (USA)
witthaus@aol.com

' Jacob Cameron Laque '

Stillborn
5/11/1998
5:17 am
4lb 2oz

For you, there is a hole in my heart.
For you, there is emptiness in my soul.
In the faces of your brother and sister,
I will forever see your sweet face.
In their laughter, I will forever wonder of your voice.
I know that one day I will see you again.
Then, I will thank you...for you have shown me how precious life truly is; and I will thank our Savior for lending you to me, even if only for a while.
I will never, never forget you.
How could I -your life has changed mine.

"I will not forget you!
I have carved your name on
the palms of my hands"

-Isaiah 49:15-16

Amy Badger Laque
USA
badgeris@hotmail.com

' Jacob Edward Benjaminsen '

Neonatal
Born
3-4-04
4lbs 11oz
Died
3-24-04

We miss you Baby Jake, your big sister talks to you all the time. Your tree & flowers that we planted in our yard are beautiful. You will forever be in our hearts.

Mommy, Daddy & Hannah

Eric & Ericka Benjaminsen
US
eehjb2004@yahoo.com

' Jacob Robert Schimek '

Stillborn
2/12/04
5:30 a.m
3 / 4oz
4 inches long

Sometimes love is a moment.
Sometimes love is a lifetime.
Sometimes a moment is a lifetime.

Mandi and John Schimek
Nebraska
m_schimek@hotmail.com

' Jacob Threadgould '

Born
24th April 2005
1.20pm
7lbs 14ozs

Died
2.30pm


To darling Jacob, Five weeks on and we still can't believe that you aren't here with us. All we can do is hope that wherever you are you are safe and know how much we love you and always will. We will never forget you, ever. Sleep tight little angel. We miss you so much,

All our love
Mummy and Daddy
xxxxxxx

Sarah and Andrew Threadgould
UK
sarah@sarahthreadgould.wanadoo.co.uk

' Jailyn Alexis Hatch '

Stillborn
February 19th, 2005
7:20pm
8lbs 14ozs

To our beautiful butterfly, we hope you are having fun playing with great Nana and cousin Derek...oh don't forget Mommie's puppy Tyson!

We love you Jailyn (Born Silently)

Josh and Rhonda Hatch
Ontario Canada
duck51_23@hotmail.com

' Jamaica '

Miscarried
25/04/05

You stayed with us for only 10 weeks but have blessed us for a life time. You were created on Mummy and Daddy's honeymoon and sealed our love for eachother. Your big brother Ryan asks us everyday when you will be coming back into Mummys tummy and it makes me cry to say you won't be. Mummy and Daddy miss you so much and not a day goes by when I don't think of you, you were so longed for and loved but know that you were to precious to stay with us.

I will never forget the day I started to lose you I begged for you to be strong and stay with us but knew it was too late, the day we went for the scan I knew that you were gone but was so glad when they told me that you were still in my womb so that we could have a photo of you, we can see your head, legs and one arm, you were holding it up as if you were waving to us, waving goodbye.

I love you my sweet Jamaica. Watch over us sweetheart and say hello to your great Nanny for me. All our love forever and a day

Mummy, Daddy
and Ryan
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Jo and Ben Harris
UK
celticloon@aol.com

' James Warren Creel '

Miscarried
November 10, 2002
10:30am

We love you and miss you, James. Mommy, Daddy, Big Sister Alice and Little Sister Daisy

Amy Creel
USA
newsyawn@aol.com

' Jamie Whewell '

Stillborn
22nd March 1996
02:20pm
1lb 1oz

To my son who I didn’t get to say goodbye to. I think of you every day.

Forever and always in our hearts,
Love Mum and Dad

Lindsey Stitt
England
elainejet@aol.co.uk

' Jared Reid '

Stillborn
March 4, 1998
11:24 pm
4lbs 2oz

To our little "roo".
We love you so very much and you are missed dearly.
Happy 6th Birthday!

Mommy & Daddy

Daniele
United States
dpmurie97@aol.com

' Jason Hunt '

Stillborn
8th november 2004
4.44
6lb 11oz

Heartaches in this world are many, but losing you was worse than any. The proudest moment of my life was seeing your beautiful perfect precious face. Love you loads and forever.

Mummy and Daddy
xxx
Sweet dreams my little angel

Claire Hoodless
England
jhys07920@blueyonder.co.uk

' Jayden '

Miscarried
23/6/04


I'll always love you my darling baby girl, we'll meet again with the angels.
Love you forever

Mummy
xxxx

Kirsti
glasgowgirl70407@aol.com

' Jaymie Taylor '

Miscarried
November 19, 2003

Dearest Jaymie,
Words do not express the joy you brought into our lives, If only for a short time. We love and miss you so much with each day that does pass, We yearn for the things we will not get with you but we know god is keeping you safe until the time comes for us all to be together again. You are always in our thoughts and we love you more then words can say.

All our Love now and for Always
Mummy & Daddy

Josh and Corrin Finlay
Australia
admin@angelbabies.tk
Angelbabies

' Jennifer '

Stillborn
April 16, 1979
2lb 2oz
4:16 PM

&

' Julie '

Stillborn
April 16, 1979
2lb 3oz
4:16 PM

My Heart sang with Joy when I found out you were coming into my life. That joy doubled when the Doctor told me that he heard two heartbeats. My world came to an end the day the day both of you came into the world "sleeping", already on your way back to Heaven.

Mommy and Daddy Miss you so much
and can't wait to hold you in our arms again.

Theresa
United States
mystmedwoman@aol.com

' Jennifer '

Stillborn
1st July 1980
2lbs

&

' Heidi '

1997

My daughter, would be 24 this year I lost her and another little girl in 1997, Heidi.

The pain never goes you just get used to how much it hurts. I'd give ten years of life just for five minutes with them, but God doesn't do deals does he!

Lindsey Connolly
Scotland
lmdcon@ntlworld.com

' Jeremy '

Miscarried
November 20, 2004

We lost our dear son at only 17 weeks of our pregnancy. We were so devastated as we had suffered 2 previous m/c in 6/00 & 1/01. The Lord so graciously blessed us with one son so far who will be 3 on 7/26/05.

I know it will be difficult to explain to him that he has 3 angels as brothers or sisters. We were able to find out that the last child was a boy and we named him Jeremy for it means 'God will uplift'. They are all so very dear to my heart and I long for the day that I will finally meet them in Heaven and be able to hold them!

Dave & Cyndi
United States
cinsain@comcast.net

' Jellybean Dittemore '

Miscarried
March 4, 2005

We only had you 7 weeks and we didn't know if you were a boy or girl but the love we felt for you was beyond this world. Play nice with your big brother Andrew and we will see you again one day.

Hugs to heaven.
I love you.

Mindie and Adam Dittemore
USA
dark_rose27@yahoo.com

' Jellybean '

Miscarried
06/18/2003

I know you little, I love you lots,
my love for you could fill ten pots,
fifteen buckets, sixteen cans,
three teacups, and four dishpans.

I love you baby girl..always.
love Mommy
OXOX

Shannon McCloskey
United States
shan_mccloskey@yahoo.com

' Jeremiah Michael Andrew Davis '

Stillborn
January 16, 2002
10:50 p.m.
8lbs 8oz

SILENCE

When my baby boy was born,
he was born asleep
He did not take a single breathe
He did not even weep

He did not kick, he did not cry,
He did not make a sound
For when my baby boy was born
There was silence all around

"How could this happen to me?"
I thought over in my head,
"His life ended before it started"
I cried as I lay in my bed.

"God, please don't take my baby boy,
please take me instead,
I have had a life well lived,
and he hasn't even lived yet."

My baby boy will never breathe
or see the light of day
He will never learn to walk and talk
He will never run and play

He will never get to go to school
and learn all he needs to know
He will never get to play with friends
and I will never see him grow

I wish I still had him,
I wish he hadn't past
I would hold him forever
But I know my memory of him will last

I know I will have pain and loss
Deep within my heart
But I know God is watching him
and I will do my part

To be a better person
to love and cherish God
So I can get to Heaven
to see my son and God.

But I will never forget my son
for as long as I will live
His memory will never be forgotted
For his memory to everyone I will give

But I know he is in a better place
with friends for him to play
He is still living life after death
and I know I will see him again someday.

Shannon Davis
U.S.A
kiylamichelle@aol.com

' Jesse Alexander Thornton '

Stillborn
8/27/04
12:48 pm
204 grams

Tracie Thornton
USA
tthornton1@hotmail.com

' Jessica Paige '

Stillborn
1st July 2003
23.31hrs
7lbs 7ozs

I miss you more each day little one. I know Grandad is with you and you are both watching over me, till the day we are together again.

Lots of love
Mummy
xxx xxx

Melanie Darby
Boston, England
mdarby120672@aol.com

' John Matthew Shultz '

Stillborn
Nov. 14, 03
1:43 am
5lbs 11oz

God Bless 'John Matthew' and a huge thank you to Victoria and Magnus for their website! John was our third child and a week before his due date I had not felt movement and found out there was no heartbeat and on November 14th at 1:43 am he was born still.

Some days are better then others, but I miss my baby so dearly - my arms ache to hold him. I do not know what happened, as I did not want his little body ruined in what could be an inconclusive autopsy - but I miss him dearly and there is not a day or a moment that I am not thinking about him. Thank you Victoria and Magnus.

Cindy Shultz
USA - Yardley, PA
cindyshultz2003@yahoo.com

' Jonny Martin Bayliss '

Miscarried
14th April 04
6:45am
11ozs

Miss you more and more every day, my precious little man. Until we meet again....
x

Julie Bayliss
England
juliembayliss@aol.com

' Jon Paul Leighton '

Stillborn
12.09.2000
20.51
7lbs 10oz

My baby boy, my son. Born asleep, I only held you for a short time, because I had to let you go, I wish now I had held you all night, I long to see your face even the colour of your eyes. I love you so much I feel my heart break in two at the mention of your name, mummy & daddy will always love you and will never stop thinking of you always.

Kisses & cuddles Mummy & Daddy

Clare & John
Scotland
ca009f0412@blueyonder.co.uk

' Baby Jordan Laurence Hopkins '

Stillborn
due to placental abruption
22nd January 1999
2.30 am
7 lb 14oz

To my special angel, Mummy loves and misses you so much. You have three big brothers and one new wee brother and you have one big sister & one wee sister. They all love you so much and miss you loads. Till I meet you again at Heavens gate.

All my love
Mummy
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Mum - Ann Gamble
Dad - Laurence Hopkins
belfast n.ireland
let_me_pass_544@hotmail.com

' Jorryn Amariah Heaven Szymkowicz '

Miscarried
October 2004

My new treasure in Heaven - I can't wait to meet you there.

Big Sister Ashley
Kingston, NY, USA
ashley@heavenslullaby.com

' Joseph Douglas Wells '

05/29/04
7:45am
8lbs 4.5ozs

My beloved Joseph was murdered at the tender age of 19 1/2 months. He was the victim of Shaken Baby Syndrome. He is living on in three others through organ donation. Mommy and his big brother Sean miss and love him tremendously. He is our little guardian angel. Play on angel wings my beloved Joseph. I am proud to be your mommy.

Regina Wells
Fort Worth, TX USA
rlwellss1969@hotmail.com

' Joseph James McKittrick IV '

Born
April 20, 2005
10:48 pm
6 pounds 3 ounces

Died
June 4th, 2005

Always loved, Never forgotten

Love

Mommy, Daddy and Family

Melissa Herdlick
Pennsylvania
candyksses69@yahoo.com

' Joseph Michael Warburton '

Stillborn
2nd August 2003
18.57
1lb 15oz

Joseph, Happy First Birthday for tomorrow. I only wish you could be spending it with us. Thinking of you always and loving you forever.

Here is the poem we read at his funeral:

God looked around his garden,
and found an empty space
He then looked down upon the earth
and saw your tiny face

He put his arms around you
and lifted you to rest
Gods garden must be beautiful,